My Story? What Story?

My story is that I don't have a story. That's exactly the point: This web site is specially designed for regular people, like me, who never experienced great revelations and miracles, but who are trying hard to tune in better to their inner voices, find their answers, figure out a way to contribute, to create change, to make their mark ... and are feeling completely (or at least partially) overwhelmed and lost!

Unlike a lot of the New Age gurus I read about, I've never had anything truly amazing happen in my life, pointing me to my spiritual path. I didn't travel through different time-space dimensions on a plane, or fly with a barnstorming guru who handed me a Messiah's handbook. I didn't hear God's voice dictating books in my ear, after having been homeless and gone through all sorts of qualifying misery. I never had patients who started channeling messages from alien races. I didn't come across an ancient secret on how to use the law of attraction (while bypassing all the other natural laws of the Universe, which turned out not to be such an easy thing, after all). I very much like the idea that I can heal my life and even change my DNA using affirmations, not to mention manifest everything I want. However, it seems that it would be a full-time job to do all the daily affirmations and visualizations I'd need to effectively achieve these things (even if I started with only a couple of goals), and I literally wouldn't have time left to do anything else. Besides, any affirmations that I try to make seem to hover on the superficial level of my consciousness, anyway; and how to manifest what I want still remains mostly a mystery to me (or, at least, it's a crap shoot process). *

I can barely keep one agreement with myself, let alone four, and I pay way too much attention to the voice of knowledge (that is, assuming we're all talking about the same voice here). I never shattered parts of my body doing gymnastics and was taught how to get back into shape and win competitions by a guru disguised as a gas station attendant, or got into an accident and drowned, only to be revived after fifteen minutes and start communicating with Beings of Light (and, very honestly, I think those are very high prices to pay for revelation!). I never took a sudden inner journey into my true self and out of my ego to discover the power of now.