Conclusion?

Don't have one yet; still working on it. You'll be the first to know when I get to one.

After all of this, all I can really say I know for sure is that I know nothing. And that there's such a thing as too much seeking.

Maybe not having all the answers is just how it's meant to be, at least for now. In the meantime, I'll just keep moving forward and doing the best I can. And trying to have fun in the process.